Contemplation
I think about it all the time.
No matter how hard I try,
It just can't erase it from my mind.
It's the reason I start to cry.
Hidden away, so no one can see.
My arm is aching now.
This is a secret I plan to keep.
I'm falling apart and I don't know how.
I want to do it,
To end this pain.
So down I sit,
To take my life in vain.
