Olivia

I've spent a lot of time

Thinking of you

And remembering you face.

 

I've spent a lot of time

Smiling at the jokes

We had together.

 

I've spent a lot of time

Piecing together a person

From the memories I have.

 

I've spent a lot of time

Pretending that you're gonna show up

Outside my door.

 

But I've also spent a lot of time

Wondering if I can let you go

And get on with my life.

 

When I moved,

You're all I wanted 

To think about.

 

But now,

I don't want to think about you,

Because I'm so confused.

 

I know we were best friends,

Pretty much sisters,

If not by blood.

 

But I'm sure you've moved on,

Cause when I saw you over the summer,

You were so wierd.

 

Different,

Older,

A stranger.

 

We remembered all those years together,

But I wonder if it was actually me talking to you

Or some robot.

 

So I guess I'm writing 

To say that it's time

For me to let go.

 

It's time to move on,

And stop daydreaming

About you.

 

But I will hold you

Forever in my heart,

No matter the consequences.

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acyr's picture

:)

i really like this it sounds that you put all of your emotions in to this and that you care about this person.

 

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ObsidyanTheAmazin''s picture

Oh, so sad

I know the feeling of loosing a friend. Not the best one ever, no? Anyway, I agree with acyr. Keep writing, it's great!

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