miserable

woman
you best know that this
is shit

if you believe this
you're lying in a huge
puddle of lies

you are pretty
you are wanted
you are loved
you are desired
you are envied
you are stunning

you're just you
and that's all you'll ever be
and that's a good thing
don't be someone else

i don't want to be friends
with anyone but you

stop waiting for rejection
from boys
from teachers
from friends
from everyone

you'll be waiting for
the rest of your life

alone
scared
miserable
self loathing

if that's who you want to be
leave me out

cause i'm just me
and that's all i'll ever be
and the me that i am
knows that her best friend
is not who she thinks she is

so stop wallowing in self pity
get up off your ass
and be phenomenal

oh
wait

you already are

Snow…
School…
Why,
Oh Why am I here?
Isn’t snow supposed to bring joy
And happiness to kids?
Bring days off,
Or at least some sleep?
Snow is supposed to rejuvenate us all.
Today,
Is didn’t.
It tired us out,
It made commutes harder.
Snow…
Adults don’t understand
Snow…
I weep when I think of all of the other kids
Sleeping
Playing
Escaping school…