Why

Hi, Peoples
I'm a
New kid
On
YWP.
I
Don't know
Why
I'm
Posting
This
And
Peoples
Comments
Are
FREAKING ME OUT
Bye.

We reach out
To friends
To family
To God
To role models

We reach out
Looking for
Security
Hoping for
Safety

We reach out
To people
Who we can't
Talk to in
Person

We reach out
To people who
Won't email us
Back

We reach out
To people we
Get frustrated with
Who get frustrated
With us

We reach out
Hoping they'll
Do the same
Wishing they'll
Put their trust
In us
Like we put ours
In them

We reach out
Even though we
Just know
They'll never
Talk to us
About it

We reach out
So that we
Can be there
In the rare event
They'll open up
And talk to us

We reach out
Even though
They seem to
Reject us
All the time

We reach out

Why?

What did I do? What didn't I do? What can I do? What shouldn't I do? What should I do? Who should I trust? Who shouldn't I trust? Who should I listen to? Who should I ignore? Who hurt me less? Who hurt me more? Who will open the door? Who will close it?

Why? How? Why?

I don't know.

I'll sit and wait for them to come around. The rest of my life if I must.

Why Love?
Manipulative and unpredictable,
An inconvenience,
Self-consciousness, always worried,
Questioning how to act
Hearts can break,
To have feeling of losing a piece forever,
Generates thoughts of death,
It has left life empty.

Why Love?
What good comes from Love?
Unpredictability creates excitement
Manipulative creates open-mindedness,
Insecurities,