Me

I'm not perfect 
in any way
and I really have no desire to be so
but sometimes I can't help but compare myself to others 
I feel like I'm not good enough 
I feel like being who I am isn't what I should be 
I don't like that feeling
but no matter how hard I try to rid myself of it
I can't shake the feeling that something is wrong with how I am
I often act too nice 
because I'm so desperate for companionship
really I just want someone to understand me
and love me through all my imperfections and insecurities
I want to be me
and feel good about it.