notes

take note of everything I say

my feelings are rooted in symbolism and poetry

my femininity washes over me

and a guilty realization sets in

I get to play both parts in my head

man and woman

narrator and character, building a story book around me

tweaking the others roles as much as I can

deluding them, holding them up to expectations they don't and can't meet

I create characters of everyone I know

and then I piece them into myself

I steal motifs and emotions from everyone else

and become the patchwork puzzle held together by pink glitter glue

TheDemiDevil

MD

14 years old

More by TheDemiDevil

  • red lipstick

    one stick

    one swipe 

    that represents my love

    my adulthood

    so where is my lipstick?

    who's borrowing it tonight?

    who's borrowing my courage coat tonight?

    I need both to appear ready for anything

  • limerence

    what can only be described as an unhealthy need for chaos

    chaos that fills an emotional void

    to be devoid of feeling is to loose your humanity

    your identity

    your self, and sense of self.

    I lost it once, too.

  • seven

    being seven is being quiet

    and tongue tied

    and lied to

    being seven is running in circles

    drawing in lines

    speaking in riddles

    being seven is rotating through personalities