Bee.Lover

The flower petal was from a lily, 

It was white, light, and innocent. 

It floated on the top of loathsome water, 

It appeared lonely, slowly deteriorating there. 

It's endless,

The loop of love. 

I fall into it once,

And it feels like I'll never escape. 

It's like I'm tied to myself,

Suffocating in thousands of knots,

Tied by you. 

I feel so hopeless, 

Every second, every minute. 

It feels like my heart beat is out of rhythm, 

And the measure shouldn't be completed. 

This is the only way I know how

My heart flutters, 

My hands shake,

My mind is cluttered 

And my face breaks.

But you make it better

Little by little, bit by bit,

Any day with you I forget her 

for my girlfriend who gets me roses,

but not just any plain old red ones,

but flowers in my favorite color,

and she knows that I love them. 

for my girlfriend who gets me presents,

I'm doing fine, until I see the look in your eyes. 

They're cold, and dark, and filled with despise. 

But I can see the façade you're playing.

I can see it in your fingers,